03/18/17

Topic: Trust
Lesson to learn: Trust


Today my boyfriend is home and he has told me he is going to clean and apply for jobs. While I'm worried, I'm giving him a fair chance. Today I did repeat myself a few times on what I wanted him to do. Will update later with results.


Side Note: Yes a lot of these have to do with my relationship as he is the one person I am around the most. I am around other people, but only whenever I am at work.

03/17/18

Topic: Fear of Commitment
Lesson: Learning to trust others not to hurt me.


Yesterday was my boyfriend and I's eighth month anniversary. We had a wonderful time relaxing at home and cuddling all night. One thing that I have been having a hard time dealing with is the fact that I have fell for someone, and that there is always that possibility of getting hurt. Yesterday I was able to let a lot of that fear go. I am starting to trust him more. I haven't looked through his phone, and we haven't had any arguments about trust and commitment. I think I accept the fact that there is a chance he may hurt me, but its highly unlikely.

Understanding The Natal Charge: Part One

The Sun Sign

Your sun sign is what you are putting out to the world. This tells you about your personality that others are able to see. This is determined by your date of birth.

Being an Aquarius

Aquarius are the curious and intellectual type. They don't like to follow the road most travelled. They are very open and tend to break free from any sort of boundary. They follow what is true to them, and can be stubborn when it comes to their own beliefs.We tend to value progression, straight answers, and equality.

However we are typically well liked, and can be a bit quirky. We tend to be the clever type, and are able to be a step ahead. We try to get others to be their own individual person and to stray away from superficiality.

We lastly like our space and our own freedom. We do not like to be put into a box.



Daily Progress

This is where I will list my daily progress on what changes I plan to make to myself and what changes I have already incorporated into my life. It will read as a journal for those who wish to follow me on this journey.

About

Everyone has their own way of wanting to better themselves. For some people, they use religion as their guide. Some use their own moral code or other outside motivations such as family. One way is learning you understand your soul map, and learn to balance out your positives and negatives to become the best person you can be. Your soul map helps you understand what your purpose is during this reincarnation on this Earth.




This blog is for myself to use as a guide to keep track of my progress on understanding myself, my natal chart, and my pathway to accession. I will include a sort description of what part I am currently reviewing at the time, what I plan to work on, and my progression.